So it’s official. Matt and I want to go to go to the same school again next year. We’re thinking Mankato…
I’m excited but at the same time worried. I hope we are able to study and focus and not lose track of what we both truly want. We will be living together I believe and I am also excited but worried about this. I hope it doesn’t negatively change things between us. I hope it doesn’t drive us apart from one another. Maybe it will make our relationship even stronger than it already is?? I don’t know. I am still very excited though!! I can’t wait to officially have a place of my own and call it a home with Matt. We’ve been waiting for this moment! We’re both excited. I have no idea how he really feels about all of this though.
I mentioned to him that I wanted to go to Mankato and he replied excitedly,
“Really?!” and I asked him if he wanted to go and he answered right away, “Yes” but I don’t really know. I know he wants to stay and help his mom… I don’t want to take away her baby son… :/ t___T such hard decisions.